Thursday, November 8, 2012

This is for Thursday

When there’re so many voices in my head but no one’s listening because it’s raining like the tears coming down my face. I scream at the roof of my car because it’s the only thing that will take what I have to say without getting hurt or trying to fix it. Don’t fix it because I’m not broken, just need a moment to let it out. Get me out of the whirlpool of emotion. It’s a black hold, a thing that’s gravity to too big to even fathom and in the end it doesn’t matter because it’s not about me anyhow. There’s no sense in crying dear, because it’s just makes your makeup smeary and your eyes puffy. Nothing ever leaked from laughing so laugh away at the hilarity of all that is real and not real. It’s not over ‘til it’s over and even then it’s not really over because nothing ever dies and if nothing ever dies did it ever begin? Has your life yet begun?

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